I will be okay!

Thoughts of you
Taking up space
Emotions
All over
The place
Wanting to
Reach out
But needing to
Let go
Your silence speaks
Volumes
On its own
Love you more
Suddenly has
No meaning
Was it a lie
Or is your heart
Still beating
All that we shared
Can't just
Disappear
Or does your
Pride
Make you really
Not care
Two lives affected
By my
Decision
The tears of
Sadness
Blurring my vision
How do I
Say goodbye
When my heart
Wants to
Hold on
How do I
Say goodbye
As you are
Not the one
In the end
I am doing
The right
Thing
Just can't wait
For the day
Where thoughts
Of you
No longer
Bring
Doubt and pain
Throughout my being
Until that day
I will
Keep plugging
Away
Missing you
But confident
I will be okay!

~RMB